I am gunna miss youuuuuu. (LOVE) Not.

I am so nervous. I think it's normal. After like, 5 years or longer, of not taking the plane. I'm taking it later, at 9pm. Uhhs.


I have a lot of fears you know. Like, touch wood situation. What if my luggage is lost? What if I(!!) get lost there? What if one of us were to be kidnapped? What if the airport officer found something in my bag that is not supposed to be there?

.. I should calm down. *SCREAMS*

I know my remedy. Listen to NeverShoutNever songs.

1. Big City Dreams
2. On The Brightside
3. Trouble
4. Happy
   

15 days. Oh India, here I come!!

Goodbye Singapore. :O




Summer:
I just dont feel comfortable being anyone's girlfriend. I don't actually feel comfortable being anyone's anything.

I like being on my own. Relationship are messy and people's feelings gets hurt. Who needs it?

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Summer: Do you have a thing?
Tom: What thing?
Summer: Do you.. like me?
Tom: Yeah. Yeah. Of course I like you.
Summer: As friends?
Tom: Right. As friends.
Summer: Just as friends?
Tom: Yeah.
Summer: Okay good. Cause I think your interesting and I want us to remain as friends.

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S: You okay?
T: Yeah.
S: You sure?
T: Uh, I have something to ask you.. What are we.. doing actually?
S: I thought we were going to the movies..
T: No.. Uh, what are we exactly..?
S: I don't know.... I don't care. I'm happy. Aren't you happy?
T: Yeah.. Yeah, I'm happy.


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Tom: Nice to meet you, I'm Tom.
Girl: I'm Autumn.

Oh love is just pure coincidence alright.





Holidays make me a messy person.

You know this table where I put my books and do my homework. This space I have at home that belongs to me only during every other day other than Hari Raya or any occasion (cause it will be used). Holidays = very messy table. My books are organized, thank god. My worksheets, pencil case, books.. all so.. messy.

I can't even imagine cleaning it now. Maybe later. (?)


I'm in LOVE with this song ---> On The Brightside by Never Shout Never. FVCKIN' POWER!

Listen to these words that I have lived by my whole life.
Youre only as tall as your heart will let you be.
And youre only as small as the world will make you seem.
And when the going gets rough, and you feel like you may fall,
just look on the bright side your roughly six feet tall.

Anyway, had a life learning experience again.

I learnt that..

• When you are facing a really huge problem, you should not panic. Cause everything will usually turn out well. Thank Allah this. Every downturn I face, I just calm down and mostly everything will be okay.
• You should always control your feelings or your words. Think before you speak. Last time I always have this conversation in my head, I will be saying it in my mind and think about the person's reaction before actually saying it out loud. Now not anymore. Okay the main point is.. you will never know when you might hurt somebody just by your words. So, please think before you let out any words.
• Life is full of drama. There will never be a time where your life will be completely neutral. If it is, it means that something is going to happen and you better brace yourself for it.

That's all folks.

Wow. I sure have a lot to say today.


I was home alone after sister went for Mr Gan's (the teacher) wedding and I made my way to KFC and bought fillet burger meal + the drumstick and cheesy bbq meltz meal, too. Just for myself. I can so eat huh? Two drinks somemore. And, I got my Edusave!!


flight details.

Departure:
Singapore - Bangkok - Kolkata - Guwahati
Wednesday, 2nd Dec
Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 1
9pm flight
TG 410

Arrival:
Guwahati - Kolkata - Bangkok - Singapore
Tuesday, 15 Dec
Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 1
11.15am arrival
TG403


Edward: I don't want you.. to come.
Bella: You don't want.. me.

I cried when Edward left Bella. I cried.

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Darn it. I had like 5 mins into the ending and the website.. o.0. Wtf siazxzx.

The whole show was err.. okay. I give it a thumbs up for making all my feelings jumbled up at the right moment, had an adrenaline rush. Worth it. ^^

I am still in Team Edward.




1 hr passed.



I am going to download all Never Shout Never songs cause they rock.

Today is supposed to be fun, let's see how it turns out. (Outing and shopping and eating with one and only sis, Hanee!)



Hiii.

It's 2.55 AM and I am still awake.
You must think I'm crazy but I doubt so..

Just now was cool. After FLC meeting was over (super fun actually!!), headed to Simpang Bedok with Yasmin and Razy. Cabbed there, Razy's kachings, I had motion sickness. Sad.

Reached there, ordered. Yasmin's food came first and Razy got his second. But the azz-huls gave him his food wrongly and he was kind of pissed la. We waited darn long man. Then my food arrived. His too. We ate. And left.

(I lost my blogging skills already. Damn.)

And you can see my from my blog, I put 200 posts in one page already. Don't complain uh if no archives. 10 posts.


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Yasmin and I agreed that we do not like to eat out with guys. Cause when they treat us or something, it makes us feel guilty. And we don't like it. Hahaha.

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It's 3.00 already.


Done. Ten.

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You know what. (Insert No-I-don't here)

I envy how things are in movies. How the people are so.. (Idk). How fun their life is. How romantic their plot is. How perfect the hero is. Or anything like that.

Cause in real life, none of them are true. And we all keep wishing. And wishing.

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My high hopes:
I wanna be a designer, photographer, actress, performer, emcee. Oh bullshit.

This is really lotsa words. I congratulate you if you are reading this. Whooooooooooh.



Pretty Jia Hui. ^^


The 'belated' birthday people. :P See, orange and blue.


Gorgeous Jeannette.


Foong Kit, Shi Hsiang, .., Jia Hui! :D


Pokey Man! Han Ming = Epic Guy.


People who stayed till night.


Words for now. Pictures when Jean uploads and compiled with Arshad's. !!

NP Chalet was yesterday and around 15 people attended overall.

Me, Arshad, Foong Kit, Valerie, Jia Hui, Izwah and her sister, Nuriz, Jeannette, Juliana, Han Ming, Han Rui, Shi Hsiang, Dennis, Ghangaa and Yao Ming. (By order or arrival!)

Nuriz left when we left for Jean's house.
Izwah and her sister left when we were leaving from the supermarket.

Absolutely fun was yesterday's overall feeling. Biked for a few hours and rested at Bedok Jetty. Then when we came back to the chalet, the boys 'stacked' on each other. Began barbecue-ing, with help from Jean's mom and her. Ghangaa came, Juliana gave Ghangaa her flower, Kallang Lily?!, I don't know what and Ghangaa gave Juliana her birthday present.

Han Ming, Arshad, Jia Hui and I left to watch the sunset or part of it anyway. Snap some pictures and returned to the chalet. By that time, food were already cooked. Eat, ate, talk, talked. Took a lot lot lot lot of pictures, since I was holding Jean's camera most of the time. ^^ I love her camera, all the pictures turned out nice. But the flash was killing our eyes. Ghangaa and Hsi Shiang were so.. hilarious? Hahahaha.

In the middle of the barbecue, Jean "Ahem ahem ahem"-ed so me and her went up the room and get the presents ready. Surprise for Ghangaa and Juliana. Blue rose, blue care-bear and tiramisu cake for Ghangaa and coincidentally, she wore blue! :D Orange rose, orange care-bear and strawberry cake for Juliana, and she wore orange! Like, power lor. Lol.

Biked around with Foong Kit and Shi Hsiang, with Jia Hui. Went to the beach and snap some pictures. Haha. Damn hard to take nice shots cause the sand was so.. sandy? Uh, Han Ming. :P

Then biked back and Foong Kit crashed into my bike, thus a small one line wound came up. Lol!

Yada yada and when the clock strikes 9, Jia Hui decided to go home. We tried to leave, but Juliana kept asking us to take a bite from the cake, Jeannette asked us to eat the watermelon, find/found my visor cap, wanted to take picture (this part look at Ghangaa) :P. In the end, left at 9.30++. Thanks to Mr Pokey Man --> Han Ming, Yao Ming and Foong Kit for sending me, Jia Hui and Arshad to the underpass.

Walked to the super far yet near bus stop and took 16 home, while Jia Hui took 55 and Arshad trailed my bus. Super fast uh Arshad. I was so worried for him cause he cycled and couldn't board the bus. So ended up he biked all the way back to Bedok Inter. He reached just a few minutes after I arrived. And he was in sweat. Amira, your boyfriend power uh. :P

Then, home. Bladdy bastard brother. Pfft!